Watershed

To not be afraid, would be stupid.

A little bit of fear, is good. It keeps you alert.

The problem comes when the fear becomes overwhelming and clouds your judgement.

So how do you push past the fear.

You remember

This can be a bit of a mindtrip,... but might also be elucidating.

I am surprised to find that I am not angry anymore.

I used to be very angry... all the time.

At some point I recognised that it had smoldered to a piece of hard charcoal that smoldered quietly, silently fueling my motivations for years and would occassionally flare up, but was still there.

There's truth in that statement.

And in the saying, time heals all (most) wounds.