Solitude.. crossdressers and drag queens

There is a certain amount of social isolation in being 'monster'.

Not sure if I am sub-human... or just not human.

It is a lonely life..

But it is in some ways, better than overt hostility.

You find ways,.. eat lunch in local 'take aways'..
Listen to music.

And learn to 'dress' according to the norms.

Nail polish is not acceptable unless it matches your clothes...

But it takes much energy,.. so you go home,.. tired.

But slowly,.. you get accustomed to your fortress of solitude.

Aloneness.. is safe.